I will be the Guardian Devil of yours.

A day at home today, wanting to catch adequate sleep but apparently, i failed.

Idling around at home and i want to go out in the night after my show :]

I told baby that i wanted to be his guardian angel but he amended it to devil. I didn't know that im so demonic. But i know that baby is just acting cute :p

Today im angry and upset. One of my friend is pregnant and as her friend, i wanted to give her a helping hand. My sister seek people's help from the motherhood website. At last, there are helps from mummy around and they are willing to give some baby clothings, stroller, etc.

My dad even got a baby chair from his hotel workplace and carried it all the way from town back to Jurong. Can you people understand the crowd in the train? Especially at town area? Upon reaching Boon Lay station, my dad had to even carry the baby chair while cycling home.

When we help you, we do not ask for gratitude or any repay. We understand that with your meagre pay, it will be very hard to bring up a baby financially when everything around are costly and brining up a baby is not an easy task. I see that you go to work despite your big stomach and im aware that it is tough. Financially wise, i might not be of a great help but why would you turn your back off when we finally have some baby's stuffs and neccessities for you.

We tried so hard to get you some help but alas, you are not helping yourself.

You made me regretted going around asking my sister and friends for help when in the end, whatever that we did, are going nowhere.

I wished you will understand but apparently you did not and yes, im very disappointed.