A day out with Peishan and Zihui :] Met them at Queenstown where we had our lunch. It's been quite long since we had lunch there. I still remembered that we always had our lunch there after school. Time do passes.

Then, the girls accompanied me for my roadshow promoter interview and i'm capricious. I said that i want to go Bugis, we took the bus and i changed my mind again. I said that i wanted to go town and we alighted at Clarke Quay. Intending to board the train and all right, i changed my mind again. This time round, we stayed at Clarke Quay. Evening time, we went for buffet dinner at tiong bahru. Spent long hours there and then trained home. Jianfeng came and met me for a lil while and we went back home after that.

I made a bad move and so i'm stuck in this awkward and devastating situation.

I should have just been contented with the way we are and shall always remain like this.

I should refrain from acting recklessly.

Suddenly i remembered my discipline master always say this,

" You can choose to do what you want, but you cant choose the consequences ! "

Why do i only come to realise when i could never turn back the hands of time.

Perhaps you hit the nail that im still young which indirectly tells me that im still immature.

Perhaps you are right that one day i will eventually get hurt by the circumstances around.

But i had already stepped out and made my first move out of that boundary and i have difficulties going back. I wished i could stay here for long but i comprehend that i'm oblivious of how Love should be. I got things screwed up from the beginning. And im really trying to mend things up :)

But im glad i had a great fall because i always tell my teacher that, " one time failure makes me grow stronger ! " Haha.

It's a Friday nice midnight and im on the phone with Hui and Shan. Life is much more better with them around this few days. And i miss you boy! Y