Only appreciate when I let it go, myself.

The time now is 8:19am. I'm feeling vexed and troubled.

I need a listening ear, someone who i can talk to comfortably now. But as i browse through my msn contact list, i could find no one. I blame no one. I'm different from them, they sleep at night while i always drop dead only in the morning.

I dont want my calls to wake them up, after all, it's me who brought all this to myself. And i got him disappointed and dejected. I didn't know that my words are like thorns to him. Believe me that i dont want things to be like this, never once. I'm sorry. We will give each other more time, i've trust in you (:

Time will prove.

Saturday Night @ Town.

I never planned to go out on this saturday but at last, i still went out.

Before i even prepared myself, I was at home playing webcam with Elaine. Had so much fun. We "dug" nose, we do funny, idiotic faces, etc. Darling, so sorry Thurday cant meet you as I've important thing to see to. But i promise before my school starts, I will drop by and find you :D All right. Met Xl at his house bus-stop at 10:10pm. Took a bus to xp's house. They had their dinner and when everyone reached, J drove us to Cinne. Total 7 of us.

Wanted to catch the sneak preview of Fast and furious 4 but unfortunately, no seats available. So went up K-pool and played pool. Past 3am, wq came and fetched us back to Jurong. Slacked a lil while then accompanied Xl to the coffee shop as he's hungry. Got myself 2slice of bread and a green tea and i was super full. -.-

Saw ah Thong. Thong, you will be fine, very fine (: I'l pray for you!