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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Time now: 5:41am
I cant get to sleep because my mind was thinking alot. It does not want to take a rest. There's nothing i can do, im helpless. You caused me to. I thought that after that phone call, I am still angry with you but now, it seems not. I'm appeased. I thought i can just leave and not care two hook about you but now, something seems to be holding me back. I'm still here,for you. Why? Why would you everytime come and go as you like. It's been more than 4 years baby. Do you know the feeling of agony? No matter how strong i may seem to be, i believe one day i will just, break down. I do not want you to see the awful side of me. I do not want one day, i will cry infront of you,again. I feel abashed, ashamed. Is it so hard to just love and is it so tedious for you to love me? You said you miss me, was that temporary? Can i trust you once more but can you promise not to hurt me with whatever fcuk surprises? Anyway i've decided to tell him everything, including what his mum told me over the phone last month. I thought that by keeping to myself, it will works but however he deserve a chance to explain to me. Maybe this is a better way out, for you and me (: Texas Poker anyone? |
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