After you, who comes?

I'm back in class but I'm late.

So I went for breakfast with friends.

Did not sleep early last night though I plan to do so.

Was having a conversation with my mum till past 1am.

Had a tough time to sleep.

Mum asked me one question last night that kept me thinking for long hours.

She asked when can I stopped getting affected by Him.

I wanted to give her an answer but apparently, I don't seem to know it myself.

It is desponding, it is heartbreaking, it is beyond my control.

I wanted to go but I can't do it.

I wanted to end all this but I can't bear to.

Gradually, you became a part of me.

Nevertheless, I will look at the brighter side of life.

Im glad that you does not want to end this just like that.

Communication and time will prove, I believe.