Monday, June 1, 2009

It's 4:02am in the morning,
I'm still awake.
I'm pondering about the past and also, the future.
But it is so unrealistic to have ponder about it now.
I can't amend the past, I can't predict the future.
Who doesn't want life to be a bed of roses.
I wanted it too but it's not possible.
I can dream but one day I will be awake.
And when I wakes up, dreams turn into reality.
Most of the time, the truth hurts.
That is when i learn to be strong and endure.
The hardships, the miserable times.
My motto goes : ' If you can't change it, accept it. '
However it is so tedious for me to apply it to myself.
Indeed actions speak louder than words.
When words are simply nothing.

Came home at 3am plus. Went to lepak with xinlong since 12mn. Super crapped. I will upload a photo of his one day but make sure he don't see it. If not I will die. Haha!
My cough is killing me. I definitely do not want to fall sick at this time. It's a holiday. A period to let my hair down. I pray hard for the cough to recover. I wouldn't want to spend my holiday recupperating at home.
All right, I will get back to my games. Later evening out with Xinlong to a basketball match.
Not completely confirm thou.
Good night / Good morning (:
4:10am