Sunday, June 28, 2009

This photos were taken under B's house.
Waited more than 30minutes for him. Got really angry with him.
Can you imagine sitting at the void deck at past 2am, alone?
Finally he came back, getting a lil tipsy. Behaving like a child, unwilling to go home and kept wanting me to give him a hand. Helped up the small boy who was squatting and grumbling back to his house. Had a hard time coaxing him before he's willing to take a bath. After that, we went to bed. He dozed off pretty fast but I can't sleep. Because he snored really loud. And he slept so soundly that when he moved his hands, he pulled my hands too. -.-
Past 6am, woke him up and he can't hear me calling him up. I have to shake his head so vigourously in order to get him up.
Then, took a cab home and home at 7:15am. Slept at 8am plus.

Woke up at past 2pm, feeling a sense of insecure. No idea why too. Throughout I did not have a good sleep. I was just contemplating if are we doing the right thing to have got back together when sometimes I do not agree to the ways he do things. He said he love me but sometimes, I don't feel it. And women's intuition is always somehow spot on. Perhaps the both of us still need time to really consider everything before really committing. Even though I forgives easily but some things, it is far to impossible to forget. 2years ago we are like this, 2years back, there's still not much changes.

Shall not talk so much about that then. Met Xinlong 7:15pm and took the train to town. Cuppage for dinner and xiaopang reached. Over to Cinne and waited for Jianfeng. Spent hours there idling. How bored. Played pool for a lil while. Then they asked friends out and we went rounding. First over to Henderson Wave and then West coast Park for drinks and home we go. Singapore is just so small.
Home at 4:30am and slept at past 5am.
And I woke up at past 2pm due to a call.
At least last morning I had a better sleep than the previous morning.

Later meeting Vivian at Jp and also mummy.
Tomorrow no need to attend school. (: