Monday, June 1, 2009

I'm feeling a little emotional tonight.
As I'm searching for what I have, it seemed to me that I have nothing.
I'm feeling as though thousands of stones are being placed on my heart, giving a totally unbearable feeling. I can't breathe well, tears are finding their way to flow but I give no allowance for them.
I need a peaceful cold night with complete silence. It will be all right if I am alone in that solitary room. Sometimes it can be just nice to be independent and need nobody.
Because who really understand when I comprehend nothing at all.
I can't explain any reason for behaving this way too.
I wish to go away for some while and get you out of my mind.
You are nothing but a hindrance to me.
You spoiled every of my plans and I am devastated.
Life is meaningless at this point of time.