Saturday, July 4, 2009

Everything's over.
There's nothing more to say it here.
I realised I'm the one who ruined everything from the beginning.
Resulting us to be in this situation.
I'm sorry.
& I'm a Loser.

Yesterday was the day I dread the most. I never had expected that day to come so fast but I can't control this at all.
Shall not elaborate here.
I was so devastated that Roy brought me to his friend's pub at Punggol and had a drink.
Hip and huihui came not long later (: Also one of Roy's friend.
Before hip and huihui were there, I was drinking with Roy and we had some talk and I broke into tears. I guess that was the first time he saw me crying.
This is something which I can't control too, I suppose.
Drink with Hip,hui hui and roy's friend.
Spent the night out with them. After drinking and singing, we booked a cab and go to Kovan as hip meeting her bf, my fans for supper.
Unfortunately the Nasi lemak they wanted to eat was closed. Hence coincidentally we went to the opposite coffee ship and that is the place I used to eat with my ex boyfriend and my friend before.
By 5am plus, everyone of us was dead beat. Roy took cab home as his house is just nearby and I have no direct transport from there so hip,huihui and me took bus 101 to Hougang and took bus 161 to Woodlands Interchange.
I wanted to take a cab but then even if I'm tired, I know that I wouldn't be having nice sleep at home so instead I took the train to kill time.
Xinlong called when I was at Jurong East and met him at 651 and slacked till 8am and we went home.
Later I might be going town but I shall see how.

To Shan.
Girl, thank you so much for being there with me when I needed someone there the most.
Thank you for staying there with me, Thank you for the tissue I wasted.
I know at times, when seeing me cry till so rabak, you are helpless but then you still comfort me and stay by me, telling me not to cry.
I really appreciate so much. Thanks.

To Roy,Hip and Huihui.
Thanks for accompanying me for the night yesterday. Thanks Roy for coming out with this idea to bring me out for drink because you do not want me to get occupied with that. But some kinda things, You can forget now, it will still forever stays. But nevertheless, thanks for the effort (:
To hip and huihui, thanks for laughing with me, making me laugh.
Thanks hip for those jokes you cracked and huihui for that nice message ringtone.
You are all my great friends :D