I'm experiencing different kind of emotions now.
I'm happy and I'm devastated.
I'm happy because you put me in your embrace through that night.
I'm happy that we were so happy that night.
I enjoyed your companion.
I'm devastated because that is no longer the place I can remain.
I have to leave and to be on my own.
I'm happy that we are able to communicate so well, it is however something we had never had before. But I'm devastated that at the end of it, we are just friends.
It is a dream of fantasy.
Unwilling to but have to.
No time will be too long for me, if it involves you.
4years of this and it will prolong.
Though this is painful but I will hold on. I believe in you, I believe in Miracle.
Oh, this memories is so beautiful~

Curse that maintenance thing.
Now I could not watch my show on channel 8. Last episode!
Just now at 1:30pm, my whole block had no electricity supply, all the way till 4:30pm.
But the problem is not solved yet.
I lost my channel 5 and channel 8.
How? How? How?
Zzz! :(