Friday, August 21, 2009
Finally, 3 of the modules tests were over :D
2 more to go and I'm done with this semester. I met up with darling today. We had pepperlunch at Jp this afternoon. And of course, do a lot of catching up. So glad that she is doing well. After a stick of nicotine, she wanted to do manicure. Out of boredom, I got my pedicure done. It's like oh, finally ya :P Then evening time, she went off with her bf and gf. And I went home. It's a friday and I chose to stay at home. Miracle or what? Haha! Yesterday night, was on the phone with buddy and I got a scare. He used his house phone and called me. Suddenly his hp rang and he was talking on his hp, while I was still on the phone waiting for him to come back. Then randomly, I heard the sound of panting. It's like a hoarse voice panting over the phone. But I could hear buddy talking over with his hp. Suddenly I'm like scared. Because now is the hungry ghost festival period. When buddy came back talking to me, I was like describing that incident to him. And know what? It turned out like this because he was rubbing his phone against his pillow -.- Chatted till past 2am and I went to bed. Hip called me at 3:25am but I did not pickup. Hip uh, so sorry for not picking up, especially when you needed someone to talk to so badly. Anything just ring me up continuously if I did not pick up the first call. I will always be there for you, dearest hip (: Today's test is disastrous. Total of 28 questions! I run out of time. I left the whole of last question blank. I lost 6 marks for sure! I fared quite well for this module in the past 2 tests but this time round, I did badly. Hopefully they will moderate the grade uh! LOL. The science paper yesterday sucks big times too. Aiyo, ShuYu uh ShuYu, why like that? Why never study hard enough? Well, it's too late now. Maths paper on Monday and oh, I'm going to die one more time. Haha! Wish me luck people :D The rose buddy drew for me when I kept showing him this expression :( Seemed so hard to draw uh. Well, Thanks a lot buddy. Credit to Weixiong :D ![]() I get narcissistic again. I took pictures of myself with that damn 2mp phone and my webcam. Like it or not, I'm lovin' it. This will be the last time I will be doing so. You are not worth of everything I've contributed. I don't expect you to express your gratitude but for the very least, don't repay me with that fcuking attitude of yours. When you reached the limit of my toleration, things will have to turn nasty. Despite the past which is still haunting me, I have to move on. All this while, I am seeing myself living so miserably. Had to do this and that to seek forgiveness. Now I sit down on my own and reflect, where have I gone wrong? I get no answer. I don't think I went wrong. I believe you changed so drastically. You are no longer the one who I used to know. I shall harbor no more delusion. Though letting go is not as easy as picking up but this is a parcel of life. I've to learn, I've to carry on life without you. Perhaps things will eventually turn better for me, Without you being a hinder. All this years in my life, I had never got head over heels with someone like you before. I love you the best, I cried the hardest and so on. Now I have to stop. I have to abstain from thinking about you. All along I don't believe that time will heals everything but I'm gonna try. At least I am making an effort now to be adaptive to changes, unlike you. Because in you, I realised I am nothing. But in the eyes of my family and friends, I see how my efforts are being appreciated. Nevertheless, thanks to you, I fell so hard, therefore I learn to pick myself up, my own. I will never hesitate to see how you fall, one day (: |
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