The time now being 12:55am.

First of all, I would like to wish Jasmine Happy 19th birthday!

Secondly, I would like to wish Xinlong all the best for his court tomorrow!

Thirdly, I would like to wish myself to live better.

I've came to a conclusion. I decided to quit school.

My plan for now is to get a job.

Yes, why this course? It is because I seemed to have the interest in accounting.

But my problem now is that am I able to save up? For the maximum that I saved up on my own is only a hundred and five dollars. I know that it is so pathetic. Candidly speaking, I do not have the habit to save up since young. I always have the habit to spend whatever I have. But now, the resolution is to save for the rainy days.

Today I went boonlay with my mum. My aunt came down too. Mum went to extract her tooth and oh dear, it hurts a lot. It was raining cats and dogs today. So we took a cab to and fro.

Took an afternoon nap at around 4pm plus and woke up at 7:30pm. Got a tremendous headache but I need to have my dinner as I’m famished. Around 8pm, Ben called and met him up and we went over to taman Jurong as he wanted to buy something to clean his car. Helped him clean his car okay!

Who says shuyu doesn’t know how to do housechores? In fact, I am a great helper hor! Hiakhiak!

10pm plus, went back home and my connection is so problematic. My Korean drama is loading soooooo slow. Seriously buay tahan !

I am going out to lepak with xinlong and fish soon. A sudden craving for spaghetti. Yesterday I craved for McWings but at last, not able to get it. Today I make sure I eat my spaghetti. Yes I put on weight. I need to get a job as soon as possible to kick this eating habit. My sister suspects that I am pregnant few days back. Laughs. But getting pregnant seemed to be interesting ya. I love babies! Haha. Ya ya, I know now is not the time yet.

Anyway, does human tends to get emotional more often at night than in the day? All right, I have to go soon. Will post again then! Bye readers. ( And I hope you stop stalking me. )

I don’t regret knowing you, I don’t regret I once, twice, tripled, loved you. But I regretted loving you when I know that you don’t care two hooks. I abhor harbouring fantasy thoughts. I dreamt of you daily, but to me, it is not sweet dreams at all. It’s a total nightmare. I tried to put you at the back of my mind but it is never easy. I appeared to be strong in front of my friends, but that doesn’t mean that I am strong. I am not at least strong. I don’t use words like fragile to describe me, that sounds too old school. I am just too vulnerable. They say letting go is also a form of Love, I say letting go is never easy. Hence, come to a conclusion,Loveis never easy. It had never been easy. If only miracle descend to us. Otherwise, I guessed, I will still be struggling. . .