Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Present is drastically different from the Past. It is so outward no matter how You try to secrete it. I believe completely in just what my eyes see. I am very sentimental, yes I am. It just hit me back so hard that I have to accept the fact that you are not the same, I am not the same or rather, we are not the same. Your attitude changed after that. I don't really like it but I can't be bothered much with that. It's either you change for the better towards me, otherwise I will never be truly happy with you. You promise me that you will bring me out soon and I hope that you really will mark your word. It doesn't matter where you bring me to, I just want to feel the effort from you.
I just want to spend some time with you outside. I miss the time when you brought me out for lunch and dinner. I miss the time when you fetched me back from school. The time when you held my hands while driving and the goodbye kiss. Every lil thing, I still remember vividly. After so many years of knowing you, I realised you already have a place in my heart. Somewhere, there which I just discovered today.